New commitment.

2012 was the beginning.  It was tons of research and struggling to find what works. 2013 was the surprise.  After getting on my way with weight loss, Hannah decided to join our family. 2014 was the return.  In the beginning of the year, I was injured and needed to take some time out to rest […]

What’s really been going on…

I have not said anything because I did not want to believe certain things were really happening. Over the course of the last couple months, I have been experiencing little strange things.  I have hypothyroidism which I am on medication for and generally run low on iron but correct it with what we eat.  What […]

Isabel turns 3!

Isabel is 3! This little girl.  I have to tell you this little one surely has been a blessing in our lives.  We have had many more moments of laughter.  She came into our world three years ago in California.  She loves to play dress up and puddle splash.  Christmas time was a big one […]

5 years seems so big but so small

I have had this blog open for over a month now trying to think of what I want to say.  What is there to say?  It’s much easier to find the words for the things that go wrong in life.  It’s so much easier to get caught in the upsetting things in life.  We seem […]

Beautiful Mess: The me I used to be

Every one from a distance and up close has seen one of the transformations that I have done in the last two years.  That’s far from all that I have done.  I have chosen to open up and really figure it all out.  Who am I?  What do I want?  How am I going to […]

Isabel is 2!

Oh my sweet bebe, Isabel. I cannot believe that it has been 2 years already!  You really bring something amazing to this family with all of your adorable quirks.  It really does feel as though the time has flown. When you were born, we lived across the nation in the desert and now we live […]

Letters to you: 3 months old

Here’s my letters to you… Hannah, You’re 3 months old now.  I guess that makes you not a newborn anymore, huh?  I don’t want to think about that too much because I’ll sit here and have a moment.  Don’t grow so fast! You have started to smile more, belly giggle, coo and even wiggle yourself […]

Letters to you: 2 months

Here’s my letter to you… I cannot believe that time has passed this quickly. You are already 23 1/2″ and 11 lbs 14 oz. The little baby coos have begun. The smiles too! Your siblings have all warmed up to you and love to hold you!  It absolutely warms my heart seeing them with you. […]

Letters to you: 1 month

Here’s my letter to you… Hannah, You have been in our arms for a month now.  I can never tell you how amazed Daddy and I are with you.  You have made our lives and our family complete. I plead for a natural induced labor and you gave that to me.  We had the experience […]